Its understandable, that at times, I have to open my eyes and ears to acknowledge the difficulties of the past. It is understandable, that back then, there was something that caused pain that I have to adhere to now. It is understandable, that all the actions I try my hardest to do are taken into consideration. But what I don’t understand is how come I’m the one who’s affected?
What has happened before shouldn’t affect me in the present. What horrors may have occurred should not involve me now. Things should come into realization that I DO give my all, and quite frankly, I fear losing everything that I’ve worked so hard for.
This is a new beginning. This is my opportunity to start all over again. So why does the past tend to follow me around, whether I choose to be involved with it or not? There should be at least some recognition for how much I really want to make things good for the better, so honestly, I don’t see why there should be anything to worry about.
I’m here to give my all; To completely understand this totally new world that I choose to make as my own. I’m here to put on display what I myself can bring to the table.
So in spite of all the dilemma that could possibly effect me, I only ask;
Recently there’s been a lot of buzz about the “world coming to an end”, even though this particular day was only supposed to be Judgement Day (according to the book of magical stories.) As for I, a world did end. A world of unhappiness and discomfort, surprisingly striking me at a hold. Never did I think that this world would catch me in such a way that it would make me question everything that I live for. What seemed decent wound up catching me by surprise, making me think that all hope was lost.
Although a certain world of mine has ended, the Phoenix effect took a hold of me, spawning the rebirth of something so innocent and pure. With compromise, solution came about, hitting the rewind button to that exact 00;00;00 mark; where it all originated. What I am doing is not intended to spread my business across the galaxy, but to instill a sense of inspiration to others. I speak subliminally, only to show that I made something positive out of a day initially invented to freak people out. I sure made the best of it, so how about you?